wow Im back to the  Five year old blog ... heres again the link the   newer blog .
http://carieane.blogspot.com/
Ive had a great z Year with HAnson already and heres my newest HAnson Back to the  ISland Pic

Im so blessed

Sorry it's been over a whole year since I've posted

Anything ! My new friend Liz has a blog here now . Might post more because of that ! I've been busy with work ! Since I last posted , I've been interns at the department of Maryland motor vehicles and a hospital volunteer and just last week , I started a paying job at the chambers of commerce in Hagerstown ! I saw justin again for my birthday last year ! Awesome because I finally got to see him cook . Means the world ! He's stared on rebel Eats ( own travel show ) and this week , he's started a series as supporting judge on beat  bobby flay ! Cannot wait !
And this year , the birthday celebrates a Big Bang ! As I'm finally going to visit justin , George , Luke  and perry at do or dine in Brooklyn New York !
Cannot wait !

It's been 4 ever I know

Hey everyone just here base I'm trying to comment to a Taylor Hanson style blog

Why do my legs shake when im nervous ?

the thing Similiar to Meeting Justin WarnER and Taylor Hanson is that I shook like a leaf .. I dont know why really - maybe because I wanted to be perfect and Said what I had dreamed of .. which didnt happen on the first trys at all . but at least I had the courage to talk -- thats  the most important thing . I was able to say thank you without  seeming like a over zeaolous fan . heres my fave pic of the 2012 Food Net work star season . said pictures reminds me  of Taylor and i .. and forever greatful he  and Alton took the chance :  I had  Justin Sign this Picture and he said " " I 'll start to tear up if I look at that anymore " thats so ME !

 

a great pic of Taylor i have to post

maybe for the cake :

simply love this ! and other sweet Hanson news :
1 Taylors and Nats 5th child is a girl .
2 ) Zac said that Hanson is planning a World tour for the music of 20:12 in 2013 -- which im excited about since im missing the fall MOE inTulsa  and Jamaica .
3 and Taylor stars in a new edorsement for yamaha keyboards that I simply  cant stop watching .. its about time . he talked about what musicians inspired him as a kid - mostly MicHEal Jackson -- - no wonder Ezra (Taylors son )  Loves them both ! so cute !

Lisa 's New Alton site

http://news.altonbrownfans.com/

Hanson Tulsa MOE 2012

so guys its happened :  at the Tulsa  MOE OF Hanson's I went to , they had a concert and Merchandise including furniture (come on what does that have to do with MUSIC  ?)  yes ; but they also debuted their New MmmHops beer ... something that might make me leave Hanson for good . They are slowly becoming like the New Kids on Block Marketing machines  they swore 15 years they would never become . Misi:  I am sure I will see you at another Hanson event :)
 thats only if Hanson tour Closer to Maryland  . I don't have the time or the Money to go to Tulsa for every concert . I only went this past time (May ) because they aren't doing a regular tour this year . Frankly, Im disappointed they expected us traveL SOO l far for every concert in the Next year . 
Misi : 
know. But they have lots of fans around the world. I suppose we can share a little loL :) it was my first Tulsa show and yes very expensive. :(
Carrie : 
I know and Realize that . but the opposite is true . I dont " jump " every time Hanson offers something . I don't mean to make it into competition , but I think its becoming one that I cant keep up with : How  many concerts fans can go to . how much money a fan spends on one concert , merchandise  , Etc .  I miss the days when Hanson were about only music and performing . now its going beyond that into beer and huge trips{ Jamaica has a private cooking lesson with Taylor ).  and private activities with the band that arent music at all , and I dont know how much longer I can be a fan. 


I  havent posted that last response on Hanson . Net but Ive been tempted to. Im just disgusted to come back from Tulsa and have nothing  from them to look forward  to . 





but I digress heres some great pics from Tulsa : 

happy 2012

I hope everyone had a great Christmas and a happy New YeAR !

Hansons now a face on beer ..

i hope its just  a rumor tho . I hate that are getting so far away from making music .

so glad the musical ride tour is back in action .

only 6 days til my show ! ( HAnson Number 17 )

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Icant figure out why I cant post using ,my blogspot account and cant enable cookies - this is crazy !

‎15 years ago this day , a special bird was meant to fly away ...

I remember it like it was 20 minutes ago ... all hell began at approximately 330 pm when the New Jersey Police called askijng if they could speak to my dad .. so I hastly gave them my dad 's office Number .. then at 6 pm Dad walks in my room and turns off the tv while Mariah Carey was singing "Hero " from my new concert video I had gotten for my birthday in 1996 ... I dont remember the exact words , but he basically said " Uncle Richard Killed himself this morning " . Total shock . at the time I didnt even understand the term suicide really and all the mental im balances that lead up to it . then it got even worse as all my family made the trip up to Hagerstown . its interestingly that night I wanted to watch MY Girl .. so Al and I did kinda . I guess it was the first time I had an excuse to watch it in hopes it would give me strength . and of course it did . then the next week was all filled with trying and sad times . I went up to Jersey on Sunday with Marty and Jim .. this was a good but not the best circumstance to get to know my new uncle . but they were so sweet to me . they played Hootie and the Blowifish in their car just for me . ( this was before HAnson , so Hootie was my favorite band at the time . ) and I remember taking simply my tape of Mariahs carey "Any time you Need a Friend " . that really helped calm me .

but it took 8 months before that next fateful trip to Jersey would make it ok . More precisely HAnson as a band would make it ok . I truly Believe Dicky put Taylor in my life because Taylor h as done exactly what he could never do - be his own boss and musician . And Now Taylor and I have the same Kind of connection Richard and I Had the last year of his life - simply Loving and pushing/encouraging each other foward .. its a gift I could never replace from both of them .

and Side Note -- Carry you there is for our Middle Name ! :)

4 days til my birthday !

well nothing much going on my way ! and 46 days til I see Hanson for the 17th time ! :) cant wait !

new song . I would trade anythimg for you

I would trade a little death for a chance at new Life ; I would trade a little a breath just you didnt have to die . I could trade a little doubt just to get some faith - some way , somehow , these chains have to break so I can be fully free . theres nothing couldnt do and nothing I wouldnt be willing to trade . I would trade anything for you

new song I believe in you when ever you need me to

v1 : Every night , your picture is the images that makes me want to face another day .

Through youre smile I find the light to stumble through the dark ; always .

you Never break my heart even when I deserve it at every turn .

Chorus : I believe in you , when ever you need me to . Love has multiple meanings in every place we want to stay . we can help each other get through if we both believe we are strong enough .

SO I'll Believe in you , when ever you need me to . because nothing we face is more important than loving each other .

New song you go any where with me

I would sail a boat across the Sea , If that would make you fall in love with me . I would fly in a plane or Id ride a train across every state in the country if that would get me to where god has meant for me to be ..

Chorus :

Even if I cant have you in the way I used to be able to , Denying me doesnt keep my heart from wanting you .. But in my heart , you go any where with me ..

congrats will and Kate :)

Everyone Loves you 4/25 /11

Verse 1 :

If love is the one emotion that makes the world go around , then maybe all the lost people can be found . So tell me exactly what youre needing ? without your love I stop breathing .

Chorus : Dont forget how Beautiful you are . when you smile , persuade them to see whats good in your heart . you will be strong enough enough to make all your dreams come true When everyone Loves you

v2 :

God Created Strength so we can stand up after we fall . God Created faith so we can find a way to get through it all and all the troubles life can bring .

Repeat Chorus

C 2011 Carrie Nairn Music

when I stop myself from Loving you

v1 : Ive hoped for the sun to survivie the rain . I never Preimagined you'd be the ones to cure my pain with your simple words and melody . I'll find the faith I need to make it through , when I stop myself froM loving you

V2 : music is my medicine - a gift that means the world to me ; even some times when I dont meant it to always . this obsession is something I'll have to Lose , when I stop myself from Loving you .

Chorus : when you love others and ask for nothing in return - thats the greatest lesson you will ever learn . Maybe thats something I'll be strong enough to do when I stop myself from Loving you .

v3 :

I know I will be mending my heartback together with needles and thread until my soul turns blue . On the day I stop from loving you

Repeat Chorus

C . 2011 Carrie Nairn Music

new song Teenagers

v1 : shes feeling sicker everyday . but this is no cold or flu -- theres a baby on the way . she's so afraid of what the pregnancy test will say: shes afraid that negative wont be the results line that she sees . she hopes Mom and Daddy wiill understand if she chooses to raise a family with her boy friend - Man .

Chorus : Teenagers first think : " I cant be in love with out him " . "he's part of my heart and soul " . Hes the love thats always strong enough to pull her through . there is no place to go wrong if hes the places she belongs . Teenagers put their dreams first before the dangers of Love .

v2 :

she was against adoption ; hoping God would bless her because she chose life as an option for her newborn baby . I hope she has support so her family wont end up being Run -aways .

Repeat Chorus

C. 2011 Carrie Nairn Music